hmm i realsied something. my rep is ruined :( went marcus (chin)'s birthday party today and first thing they all said to me was "heard you got drunk on wed" oh no! ok must really learn my lesson. abstinence! sighz.

anyway sermon today was very practical and applicable and i guess it spoke to everyone cos its really something tt everyone faces and i learnt alot! made me realise tt i do kinda gossip abt pple in a backhand manner by pretending im asking for advice and stuff when im not and i guess i always kinda thot its not gossip if you are actually a first hand knower of the thing... but come to think of it, it is! so yah. bad stuff. and i relaised tt tt i guess im the kind tt is easy on others and easy on myself as well... like others say stuff to me i oso dun really care but i tend to shoot off my mouth and not knowing when it affects others so must really work on tt too! yah. sighz. the tongue is indeed a hard animal to tame!

yah i have decided tt i am to become a super mugger now... din mug at all last week and i feel really bad. today during cell i felt ashamed to ask my girls to pray for me to study harder yet again. wonder what it looks like to them for thier leader to keep asking for prayers to study harder and doing nothing about it. yah. i guess they are a motivation for me to behave better oso la. cos if they followed my example in the things i do i will surely scold them but tt is so contradictory and hipocritical so i better stop doing such stuffs before they are old enough to want to do them too! haha. yeahhhhh. i love the girls lots :)

hey hey rach thanks for the yellow bag! so prettyyyyyy hehs.

tml is games day and anniversary! yayers :)